YEY KELLY IS BACK! I am happy again!

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oh my gosh, I saw a Tornado today!

I miss Kelly so much it hurts. Its hard to breathe. I can't wait till he comes back to me.

Date:	2006-08-14 00:15
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused
Music:	Ready or Not in the background

So I talked to kelly online today :D:D:D:D:D I unfortunately got news that his female cousin and her friend from Saskatchewan are being complete bitches and really making this trip tough on him. They are ditching him and his other cousins to explore the UK by themselves. Its terrible because this was supposed to be a nice family retreat because it is so rare that they are all together at the same time, being that Matt lives in Toronto, Jared in London, Kelly in Winnipeg and Jenn in Saskatchewan. Then at the last minute she decides to bring a friend and ditches the lot of them the whole time. I was talking to him tonight and they weren't even home yet. The girls left them at the bar and took off on their own, roaming one of the most dangerous areas of London, 2 18 year old girls alone. They didn't say where they were going or when they'd be back. How stupid is that. Then i'm talking to him and at about 3:30AM UK time, he hears keys trying to get put in the lock. It was taking them a real long time so I said they were probably drunk and told kelly to go and look through the peep hole. He looks and what does he see, Jenn and Diane and a couple of random guys! I don't know how the whole situation played out but Kelly was gonna go and kick them out. I guess i'll find out tomorrow if I talked to him. I can't believe this girl who is supposed to be his family is treating him like shit. It was like he and his other cousin's were just vehicles to get her and her friend to the UK so they could have their own little vacation. They are also staying an extra week, on their own, in Paris. They dont' have a place to stay, nor the money to get a hotel room. So they are going to have to roam around constantly or find a hostel to stay in. I really don't like this girl. She is ruining my man's trip of a lifetime. If she were here right now i'd give him a piece of my mind I tell you what! Ugh it just makes me so mad that...that...BITCH. Fuck I can't even think of something to say! Kelly has been so good, he saved his money for so long and sacraficed so much for this trip and she and her friend are becoming a real downer. Not to mention he tells me that when they are with them, they make it blatantly obvious that they'd rather be off on their own, somewhere else. I told him to just forget what they are doing and concern himself with what he wants to do. He can hang out with Jared and Matt. They are the ones who grew up in England, they are the ones that are going to know where all the great spots are. Not to mention they are fucking girly girls and force them to do girly shit all the time. I know i'm a girl but when you are on a trip with 3 guys, you've gotta compromise and let them do some stuff that they want to do also. I seriously want to round the two of them up and slap them.
I hope that the rest of his time there goes better than the first few days have.
I hope that he gets home alright. He's going to have a long boring flight back what with them not allowing carry-ons. I'll have to make sure that he knows to get to the airport EARLY. They are saying like 3-4 hours in advance. It sucks, he's going to have to spend so much time in the airport/plane. But if it means he gets back to me safe and sound, its all worth it. I'm sure it will be the experience of a lifetime for him, regardless of what his cunt of a cousin does.
I miss him more than words can express. I sit in my room just waiting for time to tick by so that I can go back to sleep and when I wake up, i'll be one day closer to seeing him again. I love him so much, and our time apart this last while and the upcoming time has only made me realize it even more. I never want to be away from him this long again. I realize that he is one of the most important things in my life and that my life would be empty without him. I didn't speak to him for 3 days and I was a wreak. I didn't even leave the house since friday with the exception of a few trips to the store and the backyard. Thankfully i've got some plans for this week. Ryan Grant and I are tentatively going to hang out on tuesday after work. Edwin and I are going to hang out wednesday after work. Nicole and I are going to hang out another day in the upcoming week. Kelly Jenken is going to call me if they decide to go to folkaramma. I have plans to go book shopping with Corrine and some point, but I don't really know when she wants to do that. Hopefully before Kelly gets back so that it takes up more of my free time, because when he gets back, I dont want to be with anyone but him. I'll probably make plans to chill with Tony again at some point. So there is another day taken care of. Then hopefully i'll be able to see Sarah if she comes into the city in the near future. Maybe i'll call Tyson too. I haven't seen that guy in a while. I wonder what he's up to. I don't think i've talked to him since may or something like that, and before then April. I have plans to finish the book that i'm reading before the end of the summer. I've only got 100 pages left. I haven't been reading much at the pool. There has always been someone there or i've just spent the time talking with my partner.
Ugh, it appears with Rob the evil lifeguard leaving, as did all the other good people that worked there. I haven't seen Kevin, Ed or Ken all week. I understand that Ken is on vacation for 3 weeks, so we've got Andre instead. Which is cool because Andre is also a very very nice and helpful man. As for Ed and Kevin, I have no clue as to their whereabouts.

Well, only 11 days until Kelly comes home now. I can make it. I'm at the halfway point. He left 11 days ago I believe. I've got another 2 work weeks to get through, not bad. The week is okay, its just the weekends that kill me if I don't have plans.

Maybe Melissa B wants to get together sometime, that'd be rad. Only 3 weeks (14 days) left of work :D yes I realize that 14 days is actually 2 weeks, but I have days off in there. I'm done on the 31st and then its back to school on the 5th.

I can't wait to start demoing chordates, if Nancy will have me that is. I mean, she asked me at the end of the last school year, so hopefully she will still want me. I can't imagine why not. I have demonstrating experience and I got a fucking A+ in that lab, and 101% on one of the lab exams, 94% on another and 89% on the other. Then I also hope that Beata will have me back as a first year lab demonstrator. I be she will though. I don't do it for the money, the experience, and its fun.

Haha i'm watching this commercial for "spectro AcneCare", the 'scientist' is soooo creepy. She is sitting so upright it looks like she still has the hanger in her lab coat. Then she turns in her spiny chair and seirously, its creapy. Nothing moves out of place. Her entire body, including her eyes, stay in the exact same position, just the chair spins around with her in it. I think she's a vampire.

Anyway, now i'm just rambling, so i'm going to leave it at that.
Bye all
-Meg
PS. I'm watching Ready or Not right now teeheehee.

I'm so bored. its thundering. I wonder what the weather is like in England. I hope Kelly is having a good time. I haven't talked to him since that whole terrorist thing on thursday. I miss him so much. I get up just to go back to sleep at night because that means i'm one day closer to seeing him again. I'm kind of worried because i've been hearing that they've cancelled 1/3 of the flights coming out of england because of the new security measures. Only 13 days till he comes back. Its still a long time. I think that work will be cancelled tomorrow. Its only a high of 20 for tomorrow and its supposed to be cloudy. Its kinda shitty. I don't want work to be closed. It helps occupy my time. Anyway, thats all I have to say.
Later
-Meg

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Date:	2006-08-10 18:56
Subject:	nervous
Security:	Public
Mood:	worried

Not like I didn't have enough to worry about already; Kelly flies to England over night last night and what happens, a fucking terrorist attack foiled. yeah awesome that they've foiled the plan, but they are trying to blow up USA and British airliners! I'm seriously having a nervous break-down.

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I gave myself bangs...not too sure if I like it...but its alright. I miss Kelly.

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Date:	2006-08-06 02:44
Subject:	Update
Security:	Public
Mood:	sick
Music:	popular in the background

So Kelly left on his trip friday. I miss him already. Wednesday I slept over at his place then got up and went to work. At work I learned some awesome news, asshole Rob the lifeguard at the big pool got a new job and it was his last day! YEY! He told me and I pretended to be interested but as soon as his back was turned, Sabrina and I were doing happy dances. After work thursday we went to my Aunt's place in Landmark because my aunt and uncle were in town from BC an I seriously haven't seen them in about 8 years. We couldn't stay very long because we didnt' get there till late because I worked until 6:30, and then kelly wanted to leave at 9 because he had his big trip the next day. So at 9 we left and went back to his house. We tried to watch a movie but I fell asleep very quickly, I was tired. Kelly did not sleep at all. We got up at 5am and got ready. Kelly's mom drove us to the airport and we had lunch at the Sheridan after Kelly was all checked in and got his boarding pass. After breakfast we sat and watched planes land and take off for a bit, then it was time for Kelly to go. I was sad, but I didn't cry, I was happy for him because he's going to have a great time and he'll have memories that will last him a lifetime. Kellys mom drove me home afterwards. Since then i'm mostly been watching Popular. Friday night I went to the football game with mom and alex. Some drunk guy fell off the northe endzone stands and really hurt himself. The bombers lost and I saw lindsay cheerleading. Saturday I was supposed to hang out with Tony, but at the last minute my mom decided that we were going to Grand Forks. So we went there. I didn't actually buy anything, even though I had $20 american, I didn't buy a damn thing. Mom bought us some coco pebbles and we ate dinner and had cold stones ice cream. MMMMM its the best icecream ever. I haven't had it in 5 years, since Vegas. When I got home I called Tones, appologized for ditchin him. Corrine called me and invited me over to her aunts place where she was house sitting and i caught up with some people from highschool. Lorraine was there, so it was nice to see her. She and Ryan are engaged now. Diane was also there. We chated for a couple of hours then I came home.
So far i'm not doing too badly, keeping busy. I had 3 people calling me to hang out toady which was cool. Dave and Nicole have called me a couple of times but i haven't had a chance to get back to them since i got home at like midnight. I've got work tomorrow but I bet few people will come. Its only going to be 23, windy, sunday and a long weekend. Then I've got monday off because of the civic, then i've got 3 more days and another weekend. Only 20 days until Kelly comes home.
Anyway, thats all i've got to update on
Later
Meg

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Date:	2006-06-06 01:57
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	tool-vicarious

For that 1 week I have off between tax center and wading pools, i'm never leaving my bed, because it is amazing. All of you are totally jealous because its the best bed ever!

I got my mark statement last year. Despite my amazing performance this past year, i'm still in stupid tier 4 on account of I couldn't get into enough classes last year so i've only completed 53 credit hours, so i'm still in tier fucking 4. However, i'm something like 9 days earlier than I was last year, so that should make a big difference.

I found an 30gb ipod video on ebay for a penny. I contemplated buying it, but i'm afraid to use ebay.

I am however, buying a laptop. Maybe next week, after payday. I saw a sony VAIO for like $900. I like those, and they are usually like $1,300. However, I don't need all the junk that comes with it. I know I want a lot of memory, a DVD burner, wireless internet, and preferably a big screen. Not ultra big but like a 15.4 inch would be good. I saw one at future shop for like $800. I was walking out of the laptop section and some guy who worked there started following me yelling "miss, miss, did you get help with laptops!?" but at first I thought he was calling to someone, so I just kept walking. Then I realized what he said but was too embarassed to turn around, I felt so silly. Its funny, I want sales-people to be telepathic. They should stay away from me while i'm looking and the second that I want help they'll come, but not before then.

Only 13 days left at the tax center this year....YEY!

I'm going to go and indulge in the bliss that is my new bed. Goodnight.
[===>Meg<===]

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I bought my bed, it comes tueday. I'm currently sleeping on a matress on the floors since I dismanteled my other bed today. I moved my desk to its perminent home. I kinda like sleeping on a matress on the floor, its seems very exotic and Asian feeling. Only problem is I have my internet cord running across the floor at the moment until my brother re-runs my wires.
T-4 weeks and counting until my lay-off. I'm thrilled.
It will be nice to get paid again after buying an $1,100 bed.
Ha, I paid in cash, the guy probably thought I was a drug dealer.
On that note, i'm going to go and read and then go to sleep.
OOOO lightning. My uncle's house got hit by lightining today,, his TVs got fried.
Megan

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I miss Nicole. Do you and Dave wanna hang out on this wonderful end of week?

I am getting a new bed
It is so soft and squishy. I think i'm in love with it.
It is a queen, so there is so much room for Kelly and I. Much better than my stupid twin.
Plus its soft and has those individual pocket coil thingers, the bowling ball commercial essentially.

I'm also getting a laptop since in order to get the queen bed I have to get rid of my desk and therefore my desktop. so i'm investing in a laptop.

Exactly 1 month until i'm laid off from the tax center. Its exciting. I'm getting pretty sick of working there. I can't wait till mindless work at the wading pool comes around. Should be a profitable summer, I hope. The long-range calls for a hot and dry summer. Which is good news for me cause i'd actually like to work somewhat this summer.

I had a good long weekend. I didn't do much.

Friday I had my compressed day off from work, so that was good! I took my granny and 2 of her friends to the South Beach Casino out on 59. Haha, because it was a dry weekend, we got stopped at the weigh station by East St. Paul and searched for booze. I didn't win anything at the casino. Then again, I didn't spend anything either, my granny gave me all the money to gamble with. Then I took Granny's friends home and she and I went to Red Lobster for dinner. It was soooo good.

Saturday I think I helped my mom with some reno on the basement then we went to lockport for a hotdog. It was a fun trip. Then we came back, tested more beds, which is when I found the winner. Then we had icecream. Kelly and I just kind of hung out and it was splenid. I also cleaned my room! I washed the floor in my closet and fixed up everthing to get ready for the new bed.

Sunday I cleaned my room! I washed the floor in my closet and fixed up everthing to get ready for the new bed. Then Kelly and I went for sushi for supper and then went to the drive in. It was the most packed i've ever seen it. 3-movies that night, RV, The DaVinci Code and The Benchwarmers. It started so late. Their water broke between RV and the DaVinci Code so a lot of people left. We got about halfway through the benchwarmers when we decided to leave on account of it was almost 4:30am and the sun was beginning to come up behind us.

Monday we were so tired from staying out at the movie most of the night that we slept in. I finished cleaning my room when I got up and we just kind of hung around the house most of the day. I made hamburgers for supper and went to bed.

Today, I have to go back to work after 4 spectacular days off. Booooo!

Anyway, I guess I should be getting ready to go there now.
[===Meg===]

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I'm finished school now.
I'm soooo bored.
I'm trying to watch King Kong, but its sooooo long.
Who wants to hang out?
I have the day off work today, so im extra bored.
I went shopping and I saw this girl that I work with that I really can't stand.
Boourns.
I think I will clean/vacuum my car tomorrow.

On the bright side, I got an A in Forensics overall.

BYE
-Megan

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Chordates is finished.
n'uff said.
Woo!

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Date:	2006-04-05 00:31
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful
Music:	System of a Down

So I work at the tax center now. Its pretty boring, and hard. Stupid new job. They actually expect me to know things about tax laws now.
Oh well, its awesome money.

I'm officially finished Chordates lab. Oh man, is that ever a relief. That lab was more stressful than any class I've ever taken, however, also the most awarding.

Nancy asked me if I wanted to demonstrate for chordates, which is awesome, so I said yes. So as long as it fits into my schedual, i'm in.
I think I aced the final lab exam in that class too, so thats good.

All I have left is my forensics final on friday, my chordates final on monday, and the take home geography final due on the 20th. I read what he wants us to do and it looks like a joke.

I'm pretty excited for all my school stuff to be done. I have a plan on what I intend to do during the day to occupy my time before work:
1) Clean my room and keep it clean.
2) Clean my car, and I mean, REALLY clean my car. I'm going to wash it on the outside, i'm going to clean up all the junk in it, i'm going to vacuum the inside, wash the surfaces etc... I'll even clean the trunk and spare tire wheel well.
3) Buy CSI season 3 and watch it, and when those all get watched;
4) Buy CSI season 4 and watch it, and when those all get watched;
5) Buy CSI season 5 and watch it, and when those all get watched;
6) IF it is out by this point, buy CSI season 6 and watch it, and when those all get watched;
7) Buy House season 2 and watch it.
8) Re-organize my chordates lab manual/binder so I can keep things straight when i'm demonstrating next year.
9) Exercise
10) Take my dog for ample walks
11) Read books of MY choosing :D
12) Sleep because I have nothing else to do.
13) Mope because I miss Kelly.

So yeah, thats my list, which should hopefully get me well into June, where in I can worry about doing that whole Wading pool thing in July...speaking of which, I have to look into getting re-certified for CPR.

Maybe Lindsay will be equally bored of the lack of schoolage and will want to hang out with me if she's not working and Blair is working. Oh well, something to look forward to I guess.

Anyhow, i'm off to the books, though all these things are extremely tempting, I cannot begin to check them off the list until that geography final is handed in, therefor I will now study Forensics.
BYE!
[===Meg===]

Date:	2006-03-10 18:42
Subject:	Heartbroken
Security:	Public
Mood:	crushed
Music:	Gary Jules- Mad World

I'm in rough shape.
I need a friend.
:(
My heart aches.

Hey, last time I talked about my chordates lab exam.
I am the chordates Queen.
Boo-yah 101%, highest grade EVER.
Stick that in your pipe and smoke it.
Plus I got an A- on my narrative thinking and writing paper, 86%(A) on my geo test (I don't know how that happened, I litterly knew nothing), 90% on my first forensics test and 92% on my second. I'm having a good year.
PS. I got that job at the tax center, plays an enormous sum of money (for me at least) a few downsides. Only get to see Kelly on weekends now ( I work 4-midnight), I had to drop a class (Narrative thinking and writing), thats a loooooooooong shift to work while i'm in school.
Anyhow
Adios
Megan

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I confess that in 2005. . .


( ) stayed single the whole year.
( ) got your first kiss
( ) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
(x) kissed in the snow
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a fool
( ) had your heart broken
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
(x) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your love
( ) lost faith in love
(x) kissed under miseltoe

WORK / SCHOOL:

(x) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
(x) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
(x) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
( ) made junior varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
( ) got sent to the office

OTHER:

( ) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
(x-does camping count?) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) visited a foreign state
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
( ) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
(x) drank alcohol
( -I can never do that again :() drank alcohol underage
( ) tried drug(s)
(x) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
(x) saw movie so scary that it made you cry
(x) saw your favourite band/artist live
( ) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone

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